8/13/2026      

frontal lobe development

I turn 25 in less than a month

still working 3 jobs. a lot has happened in about 8 months. every day i feel like i am learning something new

a lot of things in my life objectively suck. i feel like i get put . i had a strict ass chinese mom growing up

both my parents are union. my mom told me that

i think a lot of us are trained to think of education within the environment of a school.
school as a structure only exists in the united states to .

when i first started teaching the kids wouldnt listen to me because they could tell i truly did not have it in my heart to tell them what to do. i really think they could be doing fuck all and i dont care. it is inhumane to expect an entire group of twenty 7 year olds to sit still at desks with their arms folded .

. i don’t even see adults my age or older do that for 5 minutes without going to check their phones.



people learn through genuine interest. and people
teaching is literally

a lot of people tell me i ave unlimited patience.
i wasted a lot of my patience on the wrong people.
children are always learning and growing. that doesn’t stop as an adult.